shitty shitty shitty

well... obviously you can tell how things are going. not well.
eating: not doing much of it
depression: is taking over my brain
drugs: not that much

and that's it. you can pretty much look at my last two posts and refresh yourself on that, change the date, and figure out details. other than the drug thing. but yeah. oh: i cut myself once the other day: shallow, already healing. since jan, that's it tho!

but damnit if summer isn't coming: pro- no school to add stress/ con- no school to distract me.

fuck.