... is that i have been so busy lately- i have been too busy to pay attention (much) to any or my disorders. i havent had many noticeable mood swings, i've been eating- a ton more than i even healthily should (literally- not in my anorexic view), and havent been purging, my low-self-opinion still pops up- but only when i am writing profiles for my new whatever i got. blog, xanga, myspace, tod, etc. i guess i should really just stay busy. unfortunately i can feel them hiding there- waiting for the right time to surface and take over again. i think tho, that during this school yr i will be swamped- i am planning on actually doing my homework at home rather than homeroom or lunch or whenever- there are all my lessons i have to go to- and all my other curricular activity crap. not to mention trying to keep up with all my blogs, xanga, online diaries, ... etc. i dont feel like naming all of them again. too many times ive had to do it in the past wk. in any case- if i keep busy- constantly busy- maybe it will work- but unless i continue to fill the summer with volunteering, having carrie and rachel constantly over, and ending up with 100 blogs, xangas, myspace, tod, etc, i feel i might fail utterly. in any case- i'm ok... well, better, ... now, so... yeah.
i'll post when i start going insane again, lol.
wait- david's the one whose insane- i'm just plain f*cked up. hehe
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