Intervals

hm... the last time i saw my shrink was ... may 3rd i think??? that was what- two months ago??? tomorrow in any case- but woohoo- big deal 24 hrs... yup. i wonder if i'll ever see her again. david thinks i ran her off. i'm not that bad, am i? god, i hope not. i mean- the whole bunny thing is a bit... weird... and... off... and some of the stuff that goes thru my mind... well... maybe i'm a little insane... possibly.

in any case- i don't think she was helping that much anyway- not that i gave her much of a chance anyway- even if she could. i didnt tell her $hit that was going on- like ANYTHING whatsoever. I mean, it's not like i want to be this way for the rest of my life- with no regard to how long or short that might or might not be. that would be a really crappy way to live- i know- considering i've been doing it for the past... oh... about 2-10yrs, depending on which aspect you're going to look at. and it only seems to get worse- so... not much luck on just outgrowing this stuff. don't you just it when ppl say 'it's just a phase- you'll get over it' that's what my parents thought about the whole 'goth' look- hehe. right.

hehe- if i ever see her again i should show her a couple of my poems... maybe a quote or two- or possibly a 'bunny's philosophy'... or blurt out my whole life story in one long run-on sentence. or maybe i should just let my 'intense' eyes penetrate into her soul and set her on fire... hehe- fire good, cross bad...

purple, speakers, and chipmunks- sayonara